My Idea For This Blog

To set goals for myself that others can see & encourage me along the way.

Ok.....new for 2009-

I have decided that it is too hard for me in my life right now the way it was set up for last year.

The Lord has laid it on my heart that I must choose to ACT loving.......& part of that is being moderate in my choices.

So each day, I will record how I chose moderation, motivated by my love for God or my love for others. Also, I will choose loving actions & (mostly, I need to demostrate it in the area of MODERATION) because of God's love for me!

Thank-you to each & every one of you who will support & pray for me in this endeavor!

Monday, January 7, 2008

FOOD: Jan. 7-12

Jan. 7th: Used all my DPA + 2 exercise points. Went over by about 4 points, though, in Hershey's Kisses (worth about one point each)

Jan. 8th: Used all my DPA. It was a hard day, as it was the last day Dave was home until at least 6 weeks from now. I probably actually went over-I was too tired/sad to care. Wed. should go better.

Jan. 9th: I am sure I used all my DPA allowance yesterday, but I was wiped out. Concentration was hard-I was just so sleepy. Also, a friend took me out for lunch last minute, which was very thoughtful of her since Dave left on his trip. Today will be better, though.

Jan. 10th: Used all my DPA. Went to bed wanting "more," but having nothing really to eat.....so just went to bed.

Jan. 11th: Weighed in-which means it was the end on one week on WW & on to a new week. I used all my DPA & two of my new WPA. I was not happy w/ the scale, (165 lbs) but I did get a new starting place. Also, I finally broke down & went to the meeting where the I love the leader, but she is having a hard time w/ the noise Ruthie makes. It was good.....I didn't stay for the meeting, but I did say "hi" to her. Got me over that hurdle.

Jan. 12th: Used all my DPA (which by the way, you are supposed to do) & 4 WPA.

MONEY: Jan. 7-12

Jan. 7th: Yeah, Kim!!! Went to the store WITH A LIST, & stuck to it-except for bannanas!! The cool thing was, I remembered/took time to make a list, even though it was a very short one.

Jan. 8th: Another day of following the list. I So Rock


Jan. 9th: Did not have a list, but went to Circut City & picked up just what DH wanted me to get for us. Funny thing was-even all the new stuff in that store (which I'm not really excited about) was tempting to look at just cause it's new. Have to think that one through a bit more. that may be part of my issue w/ lack of discipline here. NEW is better for some reason.

Jan. 10th: Went into the store w/ out a list. But.....stopped right at the front of the store & made one. Also, bought a few things not on the list, but I knew they were on lists at home.

Jan. 11: Went to the store w/ specific ideas re. some re-decorating I wanted to do & a list. I got exactly what I needed & left the stores! Feels so good!

Jan 12th: Another day of following my list. :-)





TIME: Jan. 7-12

Jan. 7th: Stayed up late w/ Dave watching a movie. But, we needed this TIME, as he is leaving tomorrow for 6 weeks. Went to bed at 11:30.

Jan. 8th: Stayed up until 12:30 am!!! Yikes!! But, I was trying to get Dave ready to leave today. Now that he's gone Sad , we can get back to "normal," whatever that is!

Jan. 9th: I was up until 11:01 last night. WAY too late, but was trying to process some things a dear friend pointed out to me re. my PURPOSE in life. Tonight, I will be in bed on time-& I'm pretty excited about seeing the new perspective this will give me on my life. More to follow on my family blog.


Jan. 10th: Was up until 9:51. Forgot to clean my kitchen before I sat down at the computer. Boy, am I learning things like-next time I'll clean up right after supper-then do any relaxing before bed.

Jan. 11th: It was 10:02 last night. I was so excited about re-doing the mantle over my fire-place, that I just kept working. But.....I did stop when the temptation to re-organize the kids movies set it. I KNEW I would not be to bed before 11 that way. So, I am learning to pay attention to passing time better. Also, in the past, when Dave has been gone, I have not gone to bed until at least mid-night.

Jan. 12th: Turned out lights at 9:55-late again. BUT......I did get 7 1/2 hours of sleep-which before now, was unheard of while Dave is gone!

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

FOOD: Jan. 1-6th

Dec. 31st: I did NOT keep track of yesterday, & it's a good thing, too! Silverware But, man was the food at our little get-together yummy! How do you handle situations like a party?

Jan. 1st: Used all 24 of my Daily Points Allowance & 6 of my Weekly Points Allowance. Ate way too much suger, though. I'll do better on the 2nd.

Jan. 2nd: Used all of my 24 DPA & AMAMZINGLY, used NONE of my WPA.

Jan. 3rd: Again, used all of my DPA & none of my WPA.

Jan. 4th: Wow, did I ever over-do it yesterday! 53 points!!! How did that happen????? I have discovered that I do struggle w/ emotional eating.


Confusing news from Guatemala.

Finding out Dave is leaving earlier than we thought he was for at least 6 weeks.
Other highly emotional issues w/ kids & family & I just wanted to eat chocolate! Candy

I NEVER struggle w/ emotional eating-more mindless eating. But, not yesterday.

That is almost ALL my WPA in one day. Oh, Father, help me!

Jan. 5th: Just ate my DPA today. Smile

Jan. 6th: Went into my WPA & ate the rest of them today-FOR THE REST OF THE WEEK!!!
(I guess I am a STRESS eater-literally makes me hungry! The things I am learning about myself!)






MONEY: Jan. 1-6th

Dec 31st: Went to the store w/ a LIST & stuck to it! (Even wrote down something in the store to buy another time)

Jan. 1st: Well, it was a good day to not spend $! Didn't leave the house at all, so didn't spend any $! (Now, I realize I can spend it on the Internet as well, but as I rarely do it, I think I'm safe!)

Jan. 2nd: Accidently went into the store w/ out a list. Boy, it is hard to re-train myself!! But, I left the store w/ only milk, bannanas & diapers. As I looked back on my goal for this area of my life, I didn't feel quite as bad about forgetting to make a list. The very idea that I had to report back to you blog readers, kept me from getting things I truely did not need. SO....I thought it was ok, since my intent was to have the liberty in the store to remember things we DO REALLY NEED!

How can I learn the difference? When is it ok to adjust the list? How do you think these things through when you are at the store? I really could use some tips!

TIA!

Jan. 3rd: Went to the store AGAIN w/ out a list, but this time it was to get something REALLY specific for Ana since Dave & her are going SKIING for her first time next week. Got in & out of the store w/ just what I needed-nothing more.

Jan. 4th: I am so flaky. Once again, I went to the store w/ no list. This time, though, I did not even realise it until I was home. I didn't think it would be THIS hard. I did not know until I sat down to write this morning how much emotions can effect every area of your life.

Also, I discovered that when I go to the store completely stressed out, & w/ out a list, it is VERY hard for me to think about what I need, & I just wander the store aimlessly!

Jan. 5th: Stayed home most of the day. Did get my nails done-which is no small thing-$-wise, but scheduled & planned for in the budget!

Jan. 6th: Didn't leave the house again-so no trouble w/ money.

TIME: Jan. 1-6th

Dec. 31st: 1:25am (really, went to bed Jan. 1) Ball Drop

Jan. 1st: 9:50 pm. First night trying this & I hit the sack late!!! Why? Well, I have my other blog I was trying to update from New Year's Eve & all, & I KNEW it was getting too late & I should get off the computer, but I thought if I really hurried through my bedtime routine, I would be ok.

However, a small conversation w/ Dave, & a needy & awake baby put me behind even more.

I don't feel bad about those two things, but I learned that I need to be headed to bed about 15 min., before I want to turn out the lights!

I'll be doing that tonight.

Jan. 2nd: Well, I did not start to bed as early as I wanted to. If only Blogging wasn't so fun!!!
But, I am headed in the right direction, as I hit the lights at 9:41pm on my cell phone clock!

I guess I am headed in the right direction, right?

ETA: the other thing is, I'm having a hard time falling asleep.....

Jan. 3rd: Confessions: staying up to watch the KU Bowl Game. Finally hit the sac about 11. After DH fixed the camera on my camera phone-which I use as an alarm clock.

Jan. 4th: I did not get to bed until after 1 am!!!! But, I had a good reason for that. My cousin was in Denver for a few days, so I went up there, picked her up, brought her home & spent the afternoon w/ her. I left my house at 9:45 pm, & drove 2 & a half hours round-trip to take her back up to Denver. She was such an encouragement to me, though, & yesterday, I needed it.

Not doing good at all on my goals, but I guess life happens....

Don't know how it will go tonight either, since Dave & Ana are skiing today. It's Ana's first time, so when they get back, I know I'll want to hear all about it, thus perhaps making a very late night.

Jan. 5th: In bed at 9:41pm

Jan. 6th: Having a hard time w/ falling asleep. No flames, here people-but the past few nights, I have taken NyQuil-due to congestion. But, I could just take a decongestant. However, w/ the adoption stress, Dave leaving for 6 weeks etc........I can't fall asleep! I just lay in bed & think.....

Counting Sheep

I DID make it to bed by 9:38 pm, though, so I keep moving in the right direction! Yeah, me!!!!



Monday, December 31, 2007

My Idea for this Blog

To set goals for myself that others can see & encourage me along the way. There are three resources the Lord has given me I am concentrating on in 2008-

TIME, MONEY & FOOD

For January of 2008, these are the goals I have set:

1. With my time, I want to have “lights out” for myself between 8:30 & 9:30 every night.
2. With my money, I will NOT go to the store with out a list. I will stick to it EXACTLY unless I know I forgot something we need. (ie Toilet Paper, Toiletries, or Cleaning Supplies, Milk etc.)
3. With my food, I will mark off boxes on the WW program.


In each of these areas, every morning, I will record my progress from the previous day.


Also, in each of these areas, there needs to be some allowances for LIFE & I am aware of that. But I know what a reasonable excuse is. So do you. If you see me trying to make UNREASONABLE excuses, will you please call me on them?


Thank-you to each & every one of you who will support me in this endeavor!